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Sunday, May 21st, 2006

(8 a aspergé de l'encreont aspergé de l'encre | Vous pourrions être un artiste)

Time:7:34 pm.
So, I have been a vegetarian for two years now. I am quite proud of myself.

Wednesday, May 10th, 2006

(Vous pourrions être un artiste)

Time:10:33 pm.
So, I am finished with my AP tests. Now I just have to wait till July when the scores come in.

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Time:4:20 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
I need something completely new. I'm bored with my existence as it has currently unfolded and I feel I need to move on to the next step. This probably explains why I cannot wait till I get into college. For me, it will be a new experience, something refreshing when compared to the doldrum experiences I am having now. I am already starting to feel distanced from people, almost as if my path is something completely different than theirs, and we get in eachother's way toward our goals. I almost feel like I have a destiny that I must fufill, but I must wait. My soul is impatient. It wants to spring free from my veins and live life.

Monday, May 8th, 2006

(9 a aspergé de l'encreont aspergé de l'encre | Vous pourrions être un artiste)

Time:8:04 pm.
So I've officially decided I'm not going to pass the AP Chemistry exam. I have not studied for it, nor do I really wish to. I was quite good at chemistry all year and I've gotten good grades, I've just forgotten everything I've learned earlier in the year. Oh well, it's entirely unimportant.

Anyways, I might be getting a job at JoAnn's Fabrics. How stereotypically homosexual of me.

I am highly amused all the time in class to hear some of the dumbest people talk proudly of how they are going to apply to Duke, Yale, Harvard or Brown. I find it amusing how they think they get in, and how they are so caught up on the prestige of an institution that they actually don't know anything about it! I'm also highly amused and somewhat annoyed by people who only consider a career because it gives them a lot of money. But, I guess I have different things I value in life than a lot of people.

I know which direction I want to go in, and in the end that's all that matters.

Friday, May 5th, 2006

(Vous pourrions être un artiste)

Time:7:00 pm.
I seriously owned the AP U.S. History test today.

Now all that's left is christmas treeing and drawing pictures on the AP Chemistry test. Woo!

Monday, May 1st, 2006

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Time:7:54 pm.
So, I took the AP English Language test today; let's just say it was interesting.

The multiple choice section I found extremely easy. However, as I expected, the passages were entirely nonfiction (as it should be on the English Lang. test), and Mrs. Kauffer decided to focus on literature the whole entire year.

However, the essay section was just a testament to my lack of learning in that class this year. My first essay was mediocre - the typical analyzing of a passage. I then skipped to the third one: persuasive, my strongest point. It was my best essay, but I still wasn't too proud of it. Then, I get to the second, and completely BS-ed the whole entire essay. It was about finding how the author uses rhetoric to make his point, and it was pretty much very straightforward. So, then how am I to right two pages about the rhetoric of a passage that I could sum up in one paragraph? As I thought I would, I came out of the test feeling like I've learned nothing about writing this whole year.

I love Mrs. Kauffer, she's a wonderful woman, but I've gotten nothing out of that class that I will use later in life. I feel no better a writer from being in there. I feel cheated - highly cheated.

Oh well, we'll just see my score. Thankfully most of the colleges I am applying to don't accept AP credit. I now understand why.

Sunday, April 30th, 2006

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Time:1:43 am.
So, it's the weekend before the English Language and so far it has consisted of heavy studying and heavy partying. Tomorrow I am definately going to have a chill day.


Oh, and X is the best fucking shit ever when going out to party. I went to a show in someone's garage today. It was quite the experience. It helps with being sociable and with getting into the music.

Oh, and I'm highly confused right now. I'm considering going out with a girl. This is causing an identity crisis. x.x;;

Tuesday, April 25th, 2006

(Vous pourrions être un artiste)

Time:9:07 pm.
Mood: stressed.
My life right now is full of a multitude of ups and downs.

+ I am now a competitive candidate for the colleges I want to apply to (Reed, Bard, Grinnell, New College, UF).

- However, my grades in some of my classes right now are quite low due to me being absent and it being the end of the year. For example, I have 2 Fs, in English and Chem. However, both are the cause of me being sick for a week, so, I can probably bring them up.

+ Day of Silence is tomorrow. At my school, this year's Day of Silence will be one of the largest yet. We made 300-something ribbons, and we are out already, so I needed to make more tonight. I am quite proud of this, because this is mostly my doing, me being the president of the GSA and all. Also, I'll prob. be pres again next year.

- I'm stressed a little about AP exams. Less that 1 week!

- My Best friend's mom is dying.

+ My life is generally up, and I'm quite optimistic.




I want summer to finally come. I need to relax and chill. I also have a bunch of reading I want to get done.

Monday, April 24th, 2006

(4 a aspergé de l'encreont aspergé de l'encre | Vous pourrions être un artiste)

Time:3:11 pm.
Mood: giddy.
So, I got SAT scores.

Verbal: 800
Math: 660
Writing: 640

Tuesday, April 18th, 2006

(1 a aspergé de l'encreont aspergé de l'encre | Vous pourrions être un artiste)

Time:8:33 pm.
This year has officially worn me out. My self esteem has generally been on a roller coaster, where some moments I have felt on top of the world, and at others like a complete failure. I now don't feel confident in my ability in a lot of things anymore. Now that the year is closing, I am really starting to just give up.

When I started this school year, I had a plan about what I wanted to do. Now, I don't know what I want to do, where I will be going, and what I will be doing. If I go to school anywhere in the future, I will be going completely alone. Once high school ends, I will for the first time entirely alone. Frankly, I'm quite scared.

I'm just scared of everything right now. There is no sureness anywhere in my life, and it makes me uncomfortable.

Sunday, April 9th, 2006

(6 a aspergé de l'encreont aspergé de l'encre | Vous pourrions être un artiste)

Time:12:41 pm.
I haven't updated since... January? So, I thought it would be a kind act for my LJ readers if I updated. School is going well, getting good grades as always. I have three weeks until my AP exams, so I'm beginning to be a little bit worried. I've discovered that almost all the teachers I have this year are incompetent, which just qualifies what my dad has always told me, "people go into teaching as a last resort." However, I believe this year has disciplined me a little more for college. I've gotten my schedule for next year figured out so far:

AP English Literature :D
AP Statistics :|
AP French Language :D
Western Humanities I/II - Dual Enrollment :D
Nursing Assisting III - Medical Class (will be fun)
Care and Prevention (kill me)/Creative Writing ( :D )

I've also decided which colleges I plan on applying to. The list consists of:

Reed College
Grinnell College
Bard College
New College of Florida
University of Florida

I will probably end up going to New College, mainly because it will provide me with the educational environment I need and it is financially possible for me. All the other schools I have a really decent chance of getting into, but if I am not offered good financial aid (which I have found is the most likely possibility), then I cannot attend them. UF is only a safety school and my absolute last resort. I want to go to a small liberal arts school, if that isn't already completely obvious, and I will only settle for that gargantuan institution if all my other plans fail (which is very unlikely, but I should be prepared for all possibilities).

I have also still be running the GSA. Or you could say it has been running me - into a wall. It's not that hard of a club to run; just, no one in the club actually cares, and nothing ever gets done. Everyone has become complacent; because they don't feel physically threatened, they view they have nothing they need to do. How is the gay community supposed to become normalized if no one wants to put any effort forth? I have gone through so much frustration because of it that so many times I have just wanted to say "Fuck this, I quit." But, I'd feel horrible doing that. If I don't care, who else will?

Now, about my weekend. Friday night was Prom, and it wasn't as exciting as I thought it would be. I had gone previously anyways, so it wasn't too big of a deal for me. We went to Clearwater Beach and then to the Waffle House afterwards. It was entertaining because Mike was on Trippy Cs the whole time, and some of the conversations with him were quite entertaining.

Last night Anna and I slept the night at Amanda's; We first went to DJ's house, and were there for about an hour. Then we went down to Clearwater Beach and met up with these kids Justin and Marlo. They seemed cool. Marlo was this cool hippie girl with dreads, and she kept on starring at me funny the whole time. Might have been because she was stoned off her ass, but either way, it was weird. We then left a half-an-hour later because Conti needed to get home. Amanda then really wanted cheese fries, so we went searching around for cheese fries. We then went back to her house. We turned on the movie channels, and there was this really weird porn movie where everyone was wearing these freaky masks. It was quite kinky. Afterwards, we watched this thing about ghosts on National Geographic and crashed. I was sleeping on the floor, and her cat kept on bothering me. So I went to the living room to sleep, on my way almost stepping in cat puke. I then woke up at 8:30 and went home.



Such as life.

Thursday, September 22nd, 2005

(8 a aspergé de l'encreont aspergé de l'encre | Vous pourrions être un artiste)

Time:8:09 pm.
I find gay dating to be like one of those "Only while supplies last" sales.

Sunday, September 4th, 2005

(1 a aspergé de l'encreont aspergé de l'encre | Vous pourrions être un artiste)

Time:9:59 pm.
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Friday, January 21st, 2005

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Time:5:16 pm.
I took my previous code post, and made a new one. Try this one!

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Thursday, January 20th, 2005

(2 a aspergé de l'encreont aspergé de l'encre | Vous pourrions être un artiste)

Time:10:38 pm.
Just so the world can finally get it into their head...

My Views on the Whole Marc Situation Thing

I personally feel that this situation has gone to far. I never said that I wanted to be involved, but it seems more and more as it goes on, I am being dragged more into it. All that I did was sit quietly and listen. I mean, Marc may have done a few things to piss me off/annoy me, but, I keep things in the past. One of my own personal values is forgiveness, and I know I can forgive him like I would forgive any good friend of mine. I especially don't feel it is right to make a stupid situation over it. I mean, the way to solve a problem is to confront it and discuss it, not completly ignore the problem. Or, if the problem is minor, just ignore it for the other things that are beautiful within the person. However, I am not the person/s instigating this situation, so I am not going to lecture them on how to run things only to have them attack me (which would most likely happen, knowing my friends). I would just like to make it clear how I feel about this situation so that my lack of clarity doesn't cause problems down the road.

Thursday, December 23rd, 2004

(18 a aspergé de l'encreont aspergé de l'encre | Vous pourrions être un artiste)

Time:11:18 am.
So let's face it: EVERYONE has something that they've wanted to tell someone for weeks, months, or even years that they haven't for one reason or another. Maybe you were too scared. Maybe the situation wasn't right. Maybe you tried to tell them but they didn't get the full effect of what you were trying to say. Whatever the reason, it's been building up inside of you and driving you insane.
Okay. Say it. Right here and now. Whatever it is, just leave an anonymous comment saying directly or indirectly what it is that you want that person to know. It can be good or bad, something you want to confess, something you lied about, absolutely anything. It's like a church confessional, only online and not in a small, cramped booth. And while it isn't exactly the same as telling the person face to face, it may take a little baggage off of your shoulders...even if it's only a few ounces.
Anonymous posting is enabled, I'll never know who you are.
1, 2, 3 go!

Monday, December 6th, 2004

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Time:6:41 pm.
I Will not be a couch potato anymore!!!

1.75 miles
30 minutes
136 calories
3.3 aerobic points
4x a week

plus weight training 3x a week

:) woot

Sunday, November 21st, 2004

(5 a aspergé de l'encreont aspergé de l'encre | Vous pourrions être un artiste)

Time:8:16 pm.
Omg, I so want to be part of the trend! Christmas list time (thus far):
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Wednesday, July 14th, 2004

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Subject:FMA Stats...
Time:2:52 pm.
Because I'm lame, I'm making easily readable statistics on the vote on the Federal Marriage Amendment...
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Saturday, July 3rd, 2004

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Time:12:23 pm.
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